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I sat staring at it on my computer screen for some time in a total dilemma. It isn't that I did not want someone to write into my work; precisely the opposite in fact. But now I sat face to face with a development I had not considered. This addition to my own writing was not very good. I was annoyed, first with the writing which was not very good, and then even more intensely with myself for seeming to betray my own egalitarian, open-access principles. I felt guilty, as if I had caught myself in a racist thought.